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Here we go, International Association!

Posted on Jan 20th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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After a very long time (nearly a year) of wandering in the emptiness of my life as it had become, I woke up a couple of weeks ago inspired by a plan - I would try to build up the International Association of Kumon Franchisees through a focused membership drive with the goal of representing North American Kumon Franchisees this December at the 50th anniversary celebration in Tokyo.

Ever since, I have been working continuously on the IAKF, with short breaks to go to work at my learning centre, eat, spend time with family and friends and sometimes rest and sleep. It feels so good to be alive again instead of just going through the motions.
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Truth

Posted on Jan 20th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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If you find something too true, suspend your belief.
If you find something too untrue, suspend your disbelief.
Then Truth will follow.... and It will find You.

                                                    Marcel Guimond
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reconnecting to my music...

Posted on Jan 22nd, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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As I power through all the emails and documents of a re-busied life, I am starting to listen to all the songs I love so from my CDs, like this poignant one by one of my favourite artists, a Scottish musician by the name of Dougie Maclean:

here for his website

Let Her Go

I see your tired and empty eyes and the

pain of a life that’s broken

Little darling though everybody tries,

no the door it will never open

 

CHORUS

Let her go, let her go

Set her free and let her go

Her mother whispers soft and low

Just set her free and let her go

 

Just a little flower that’s wilting in

the cruel haze of fate and of time’s

survival

Just a little girl who has no more time

to wait for mysteries cool revival

CHORUS

 

And so we shout our anger and we shout

our shame but we’re sure no-one will

hear us

And so we take the burden and we take

the blame and hope she’s always near us

CHORUS


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In honour of Robert Burns

Posted on Jan 24th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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... my love, who is part Scottish in background, has reminded me that tomorrow is Robert Burns day, so here's one of his poems from this online collection of his works

A Red, Red Rose

[Hear Red, Red Rose]
1794
Type: Poem


O my Luve's like a red, red rose,
That's newly sprung in June:
O my Luve's like the melodie,
That's sweetly play'd in tune.

As fair art thou, my bonie lass,
So deep in luve am I;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry.

Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run.

And fare-thee-weel, my only Luve!
And fare-thee-weel, a while!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' 'twere ten thousand mile!

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Another Bobbie Burns poem

Posted on Jan 24th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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this was also set to music by Dougie Maclean...

Ae Fond Kiss, And Then We Sever


1791
Type: Song
Tune: Rory Dall's Port.


Ae fond kiss, and then we sever;
Ae fareweel, alas, for ever!
Deep in heart-wrung tears I'll pledge thee,
Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee.
Who shall say that Fortune grieves him,
While the star of hope she leaves him?
Me, nae cheerful twinkle lights me;
Dark despair around benights me.

I'll ne'er blame my partial fancy,
Naething could resist my Nancy:
But to see her was to love her;
Love but her, and love for ever.
Had we never lov'd sae kindly,
Had we never lov'd sae blindly,
Never met-or never parted,
We had ne'er been broken-hearted.

Fare-thee-weel, thou first and fairest!
Fare-thee-weel, thou best and dearest!
Thine be ilka joy and treasure,
Peace, Enjoyment, Love and Pleasure!
Ae fond kiss, and then we sever!
Ae fareweeli alas, for ever!
Deep in heart-wrung tears I'll pledge thee,
Warring sighs and groans I'll wage thee.

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If you could gain one character trait, what would you pick?

Posted on Jan 25th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for January 25, 2008:

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so hard just to choose one - integrity is such a vital goal for me but so is compassion.
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an intense week!

Posted on Jan 26th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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and very satisfying.

Good progress was made with the International Association both here in North America and in strengthening links with my colleagues in Australia, the UK, the Philippines and Mexico.

I caught up with many friends here on gaia and in person.

I got an inspiration for an awards ceremony for my learning centre that I believe will not only validate and encourage my students but also help me better share my dreams and aspirations for them with their parents.

I made an appointment for a massage for the first time in months, and also arranged for a long-overdue haircut.

I am ... really tired, but good tired! looking forward to a lot of relaxing and renewing this weekend.

More sayings today received from my friend:

Mystery teaches learning

If you are inclined to live forever,
Then keep doing what you are doing.


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Past born.
Future dead,
Now live.

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All that is learned has a teacher... yet...
Do not teach what you have been taught...rather...
Teach what you have learned.

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no one is too little
every one is so much
some one I love

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                                                       Marcel Guimond

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Listening to Arvo Pärt - Triodion/True Vine/Dopo la Vittoria

Posted on Jan 27th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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Image Credit: A. Andrew Gonzalez - The Secret Rapture

As I let the pure and true voices of the Elora Festival singers singing these songs in Russian, English, Italian and Latin wash over me, I feel the tears stinging behind my eyes with the beauty and worship of Arvo Pärt. The music takes me to a place so deep within my feelings and thoughts, just as Rachmaninoff's All Night Vespers, or Spem in Alium by Tallis, or the Brahm's Requiem, makes me forget everything else but this stunningly gorgeous and complex/deceptively simple at times feast for the ears.

Pomiluy mya Bozhe... (have mercy on me, O God)

Slava Ottsu i Sinu i Svyatomu Duhu (Glory be to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit)

I am the true vine... Every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit... Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends...

In Te, o Signore, ho posto la mia speranza e mai dovro dolermene. (In thee, O Lord, I have set my hope, so that I will be eternally saved.)

Nunc dimittis servum tuum, Domine, secundum verbum tuum in pace (Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word)


I think about what my friend Jon said  here in his post to the I I pod about ritual and how it carves a deeper and deeper place in Kosmos the more it's practiced, and how the Integral path would be to live beyond the cultural trappings of ritual... I think about times spent in meditation, or at the communion rail with my hand cupped open to receive Life and Love, or the sharing of the peace... can I live the reality behind the surface, lovely as it can be?

Now I listen to Lauridsen's Lux Aeterna, more glorious light captured on CD...

There are no words.
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A. Andrew Gonzalez - "Transfigurative, Esoteric Art"

Posted on Jan 28th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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See his website here

his gallery includes works in progress and sketches

I don't think I would have known about this artist if it had not been for a friend here when gaia was zaadz. She posted a mini-gallery of his work and I uploaded some of the pictures into my collection, including the one I used in my blog yesterday.

Here is a bit about him from his site:

A. Andrew Gonzalez, of San Antonio, Texas, is an award-winning figurative artist whose work has been exhibited in several countries. Born on October 13, 1963, and raised in a creative family, Andrew's art education is largely self-taught. His artist father, Anthony A. Gonzalez, encouraged his early interest in drawing and painting but gave him no formal training.
In the year 2000, Andrew Gonzalez had the distinct privilege to work closely with the well-known Fantastic Realist artist Ernst Fuchs in Monaco and Austria. Photos of the experience can be seen at L. Caruana's website.
The paintings of Gonzalez are created with airbrushed acrylics on panel or canvas. Forms, values and highlighting are created by lifting pigment with an abrasive eraser, followed by the application of transparent layers of pigment. Influenced by idealism in the mystical, visionary and esoteric traditions, the artist describes his work as a contemporary Tantric or Transfigurative Art that explores the dramatic union of the sensual and spiritual. His work is akin to a revival of classical neoplatonic ideals centering on the figure as temple and vessel sublimed by transformative forces.

   
     

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ARTIST STATEMENT

Raised in an artistic family, the tools for creative expression were a familiar part of my world. As a child, drawing gave me playful access to the exciting contents of fantasy and imagination. This playful communion with fantasy would later mature into the creative exploration of the patterns of my soul, and the celebration of the forces of life.

My childhood preoccupation with dreams and imaginal worlds would soon lead me to the masters of imaginative painting. But it wasn't mere "fantasy" art that would call to me, but an art with a particular revelatory power. I longed for an art that would contemplate the jewel of wisdom hidden within and reveal the glory and mystery of being, an art sublimed with grace and beauty, subtle, yet profoundly ecstatic and mythically bold in its declaration.

The augurs of this revelatory art that would initially inspire my imagination would be found within the visionary and mystical art traditions and disseminated within the movements of Symbolism, Art Nouveau, Surrealism and Fantastic Art. As a young teenager it was Dali's "Nuclear Mysticism" that first captivated my imagination, then followed by the preeminent work of Ernst Fuchs, William Blake and the mystical idealism of Jean Delville. And later as a young adult, the creative eye of my soul marveled at the prodigious possibilities brought forth by the ominous visions of H.R. Giger, the crystalline vistas of Robert Venosa and the transparent transfigurations of Alex Grey.
The kinship I felt with these artists gave me the conviction and hope that was vital during the initial development of my artistic skills and vision. Their mastery of technique combined with a clear and unique vision was certainly a prime motivating force. Above all, these revelatory artists, as well as many others, inspired my faith in the possibilities of what is yet to come in the art of the soul and spirit.

My early interest in all things arcane and mystical arose from my sensitivity for synchronistic experiences and profound vivid dreams, which in turn lead me to question our common perceptions of reality, imagination and being. I found myself drawn to various esoteric subjects ranging from comparative religion and mythology to Jungian psychology, alchemical and tantric symbolism, exotic physics and the frontiers of consciousness and dream research.
But it was these unique dream experiences that would awaken an undeniable call to devote myself to the development of a numinous artistic vision. A new beginning in my creative journey arose after a series of peak dream experiences that culminated at the age of nineteen. These "supernatural events of the soul" comprised of out-of-body experiences and lucid "waking" dreams, some of which involved brief encounters with mysterious adepts or messengers. On three occasions during my lucid dream practice I awoke enveloped in a fiercely radiant golden light, moving rapidly towards its blazing white center. Upon opening my eyes, I felt what could only be described as a sense of being reborn. Everything around me looked new, and I felt this wonderful sense of peace and clarity that would last for months. Whether real or illusory, these experiences inspired in me an acute sense of the astonishing miraculousness of everything.
To this day I feel that somehow these experiences may have caused an acceleration in the progress of my artwork. Perhaps this leap in my artistic ability was the result of my newfound focus and devotion, but what was unfolding was an imagery that would be the basis of my work today. Many years later, it would be the entheogenic experience that would recharge my inspired reverence for the ecstatic visionary possibilities of the imagination..."

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tuesday

Posted on Jan 29th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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Image credit: Yemanja by A. Andrew Gonzalez


beautiful day of peace
my being floats in waves of tabula by arvo
the high pure notes of the violin
hold me so gently and then let go...

gratitude fills me with
a sense of well-being
no stress
no pressure
only... here...

breathing in, i know i am free
breathing out, i am

my spirit rises within me on the wings  of the wind

 
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animal photos

Posted on Jan 30th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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A friend of mine who regularly emails 3 letters a day of jokes, political commentary, pictures etc just sent me a ppt including these pictures. So I thought I'd share them with you. Enjoy!


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animal photos - 2

Posted on Jan 30th, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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an unlikely pair :)
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New Pod! "Is there a God?"

Posted on Jan 31st, 2008 by Nicole : wakingdreamer Nicole
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Today, I created a new pod, inspired by Lindsey's blog which already has over 100 comments after a few days.

If you would like to join us in an open-ended discussion there, join here

Namaste,

Nicole
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